Friends. Check.
Diary. Check.
www.xanga.com/xkarez. Check.
Last week was a very complete week--and what I mean by complete is that there was a definite beginning and end; but in retrospect, this is just the beginning. I don't remember the last time I have felt so at peace with what God was doing in my life. I have come so far in who I have become within the identity of Christ. That's the thing, you can never be the same once Christ has reigned over your heart simply because he is a ever perfect God that perfects us forever. At times I am so surprised with who I am and where I am. Where am I at? I am at a place where God is cutting off the unfruitful branches in my life--that is, cutting off the people who tear me down and whom I have an unhealthy emotional attachment to. It has been gradual, painful, and all the more assuring that his hand is yet the only hand over my life. I've come to this conclusion that God is a very, very, very jealous God. He wants me all to himself and in the most gentle, loving way...allows me to deal with my painful past and present. Just as a mother must let the baby cry it out, last Monday was my cry for more than just to be held. I wanted to be healed.
Time to release
Time to cope
Time to lose
Time to myself
Time
For old times sake.
Haejin, I miss you.
Lois, I will miss you.
Love,
Dove
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